I AM DEEPLY iN LOVE WITH MY SAME BEST FRIEND. AM I ? i d0nt kn0w wat to d0...?

I am a 17 year old female and a junior in high school. i met my best friend, who is also a female, during my freshman year of high school. We'll cal her "emma". wel ever since we met we are inseparable. in the daytime we are n0rmal teenage girls wh0 go shopping and talk about guys. At night during sleepovers or whenever were alone together 0n the same bed we cant keep 0ur hands 0ff each0ther. we kiss and touch each0ther and d0 0ther stuff. we are n0t technicaly in a relati0nship but we are VERY overprotective over eachother. we talk every night and refer t0 each0ther as baby. we always tell each0ther "i love you." I know im in l0ve with her and i know shes in love with me. ive never ever felt an attraction for other women at all. up t0 this day i have had n0 attraction t0 0ther w0men besides "emma". ive been with 0ther guys but i have never been in l0ve with any 0f then. i am attracted t0 men and i want 2 be straight. Does being in love with and feeling s0 much attracti0n fos ONE girl make me a ?hel