Im tired of this all I want to change?

Im so tired of being depressed. I have been for 3 years and Im ready to turn my life around. This is no way to live life. But I cant do this on my own I need help of others. So what can I do to make myself feel better? Ooo and how do I stop cutting? and if you want to help beyond this email me or have me IM you. I am so ready for change, So give me the knowledge you have on all of this